iWon't Look Back - By: ExpressionsofaWriter

iWon’t Look Back

By: ExpressionsofaWriter

Fandom: iCarly

It was Saturday when I got that call, far away from feeling tall.

I know, I know, I know what the truth is, yeah.

I tried to look away from what you did, heartache became my friend.

You walked away from me baby,

I would've never done the same.

You made me feel like our love was not real.

You threw it all away.

So I don't wanna wait for you,

I don't wake up thinking, hoping you'll get it right this time.

You know that you're so cold.

I don't wanna see no more.

I can get away from you,

it's one of reason why

that I just can't get you out my mind

all I keep seeing was your picture.

Girl I don't wanna see no more uh oh

Girl I don't wanna see no more uh oh

I don't wanna see no more uh oh

I don't wanna see no more uh oh

Girl I don't wanna see no more

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"Sam's cheating on you."

The words ran through his head, like a broken record. No, this couldn't be. It can't be right. Gibby was just messing with him. Sam loved him. She said it first. She couldn't be cheating on him. Sam wasn't like that. She might be violent and a delinquent but she was a good person. She would never do that. He knows her. Doesn't he? Sam would never cheat on him. Would she?

"Freddie? Are you okay?" Gibby asked over the phone.

Question ran through his head. How did Gibby know? Who was this guy? Was there even a guy?

"I have pictures if you don't believe me," Gibby said.

He shook his head. She would. She actually cheated on him. She had his heart and just smashed it, into a million pieces. Did she even love him? Or was that another lie?

"Freddie, bubby, you gotta talk to me," Gibby said.

"I gotta go," He said.

He knew what she was like when he started dating her. He knew she was cold, bitter, lying, violent demon and yet he gave her a chance. He threw himself fully into the relationship and he thought she did too. He had to let her go. She can't play with his heart and expect him to stay around. He had to forget her. It sounded so easy. Then why does her image keep popping in his head? Why was he so stupid? Maybe he trusts people too easily. He thought she was his best friend. Another lie, he thought. Our whole relationship was a lie. Everything to her is a lie.

"Freddie!"

He looked up, not even realizing he had walked to Groovie Smoothie.

There she was. Looking so innocent. Looking like she didn't just break his heart. She tried to kiss him. He turned away.

"What's wrong, dork?" She asked.

More lies. She knows. She knows what she did.

"I can't do this anymore, Sam. We're done."

He watched her face fall. Another lie. When will it stop?

"What? Freddie, what's going on?"

"Good-bye, Sam."

"Freddie!"

He turned around, listening to her heartbroken cries. Lies. Lies. Lies. She wasn't heartbroken. She knew. She knew what she did. She knew he gave her his heart. She knew she broke it.

"Freddie, please!" She pleaded catching up. "Why are you doing this?"

He continued walking.

"Freddie! I love you!"

"LIES! It was all lies! Am I nothing? Who do you think you are taking hearts and breaking them? You don't love me! You love nobody!"

"Freddie!" His heart almost broke as he saw her break down in tears. "What are you talking about?"

"Who was he?"

She shook her head. "Who are you talking about it?"

"Who was HE?"

She shook her head again, sobbing uncontrollably. "Freddie!"

"WHO WAS HE?"

"Freddie, it's just you. It's always you. Only you."

"LIES! I know you are cheating on me, Sam. We're done."

He turned and walked away.

"Freddie, please, this is all just a big misunderstanding."

"Lies," He mumbled. "All lies."

"Freddie!"

"Don't look back," He mumbled.

"Freddie, I love you! Don't do this. Freddie!"

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It was so easy to trust you baby

Guess I was so stupid baby heah yeah...

Oh how did I ever think this would come

You run right to another one oh...

You walked away from me baby

You threw it all away

So, I don't want to wait for you

I don't want to wake up thinking, hoping

You'll it get right this time

'Cause you know that you're so cold

And I don't wanna see no more

And I can't get away from you

That's one of the reasons why

That I just can't get you out my mind

And all I keep seeing is your picture

Girl I don't wanna see no more uh oh

Girl I don't wanna see no more uh oh

I don't wanna see no more uh oh

I don't wanna see no more uh oh

Girl, I don't wanna see no more.

I used to be afraid of letting go The fragile part of me,

I'm here right now I need you to set me free

I can see it in your eyes

You won't blame on me this time

No, never

You want me back but I won't look back, nooooo...

I don't want to wait for you

I don't want to wake up thinking, hoping

You'll it get right this time

'Cause you know that you're so cold

And I don't wanna see no more

And I can't get away from you

That's one of the reasons why

That I just can't get you out my mind

And all I keep seeing is your picture

Girl I don't wanna see no more uh oh

Girl I don't wanna see no more uh oh

I don't wanna see no more uh oh

I don't wanna see no more uh oh

Girl I don't wanna see no more

Story can be found at http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7294845/1/iWont_Look_Back