iWon’t Look Back
By:
ExpressionsofaWriter
Fandom:
iCarly
It was Saturday when I got that call, far
away from feeling tall.
I know, I know, I know what the truth is,
yeah.
I tried to look away from what you did,
heartache became my friend.
You walked away from me baby,
I would've never done the same.
You made me feel like our love was not
real.
You threw it all away.
So I don't wanna wait for you,
I don't wake up thinking, hoping you'll get
it right this time.
You know that you're so cold.
I don't wanna see no more.
I can get away from you,
it's one of reason why
that I just can't get you out my mind
all I keep seeing was your picture.
Girl I don't wanna see no more uh oh
Girl I don't wanna see no more uh oh
I don't wanna see no more uh oh
I don't wanna see no more uh oh
Girl I don't wanna see no more
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"Sam's cheating on you."
The words ran through his head, like a
broken record. No, this couldn't be. It can't be right. Gibby was just messing
with him. Sam loved him. She said it first. She couldn't be cheating on him.
Sam wasn't like that. She might be violent and a delinquent but she was a good
person. She would never do that. He knows her. Doesn't he? Sam would never
cheat on him. Would she?
"Freddie? Are you okay?" Gibby
asked over the phone.
Question ran through his head. How did
Gibby know? Who was this guy? Was there even a guy?
"I have pictures if you don't believe
me," Gibby said.
He shook his head. She would. She actually
cheated on him. She had his heart and just smashed it, into a million pieces.
Did she even love him? Or was that another lie?
"Freddie, bubby, you gotta talk to
me," Gibby said.
"I gotta go," He said.
He knew what she was like when he started
dating her. He knew she was cold, bitter, lying, violent demon and yet he gave
her a chance. He threw himself fully into the relationship and he thought she
did too. He had to let her go. She can't play with his heart and expect him to
stay around. He had to forget her. It sounded so easy. Then why does her image
keep popping in his head? Why was he so stupid? Maybe he trusts people too
easily. He thought she was his best friend. Another lie, he thought. Our whole
relationship was a lie. Everything to her is a lie.
"Freddie!"
He looked up, not even realizing he had
walked to Groovie Smoothie.
There she was. Looking so innocent. Looking
like she didn't just break his heart. She tried to kiss him. He turned away.
"What's wrong, dork?" She asked.
More lies. She knows. She knows what she
did.
"I can't do this anymore, Sam. We're
done."
He watched her face fall. Another lie. When
will it stop?
"What? Freddie, what's going on?"
"Good-bye, Sam."
"Freddie!"
He turned around, listening to her
heartbroken cries. Lies. Lies. Lies. She wasn't heartbroken. She knew. She knew
what she did. She knew he gave her his heart. She knew she broke it.
"Freddie, please!" She pleaded
catching up. "Why are you doing this?"
He continued walking.
"Freddie! I love you!"
"LIES! It was all lies! Am I nothing?
Who do you think you are taking hearts and breaking them? You don't love me!
You love nobody!"
"Freddie!" His heart almost broke
as he saw her break down in tears. "What are you talking about?"
"Who was he?"
She shook her head. "Who are you
talking about it?"
"Who was HE?"
She shook her head again, sobbing
uncontrollably. "Freddie!"
"WHO WAS HE?"
"Freddie, it's just you. It's always
you. Only you."
"LIES! I know you are cheating on me,
Sam. We're done."
He turned and walked away.
"Freddie, please, this is all just a
big misunderstanding."
"Lies," He mumbled. "All
lies."
"Freddie!"
"Don't look back," He mumbled.
"Freddie, I love you! Don't do this.
Freddie!"
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It was so easy to trust you baby
Guess I was so stupid baby heah yeah...
Oh how did I ever think this would come
You run right to another one oh...
You walked away from me baby
You threw it all away
So, I don't want to wait for you
I don't want to wake up thinking, hoping
You'll it get right this time
'Cause you know that you're so cold
And I don't wanna see no more
And I can't get away from you
That's one of the reasons why
That I just can't get you out my mind
And all I keep seeing is your picture
Girl I don't wanna see no more uh oh
Girl I don't wanna see no more uh oh
I don't wanna see no more uh oh
I don't wanna see no more uh oh
Girl, I don't wanna see no more.
I used to be afraid of letting go The
fragile part of me,
I'm here right now I need you to set me
free
I can see it in your eyes
You won't blame on me this time
No, never
You want me back but I won't look back,
nooooo...
I don't want to wait for you
I don't want to wake up thinking, hoping
You'll it get right this time
'Cause you know that you're so cold
And I don't wanna see no more
And I can't get away from you
That's one of the reasons why
That I just can't get you out my mind
And all I keep seeing is your picture
Girl I don't wanna see no more uh oh
Girl I don't wanna see no more uh oh
I don't wanna see no more uh oh
I don't wanna see no more uh oh
Girl I don't wanna see no more